Heartache

There's a type of pain and heartache I feel inside I wish I could just easily release and mention to the world, but I can't. No matter how hard I try to even let my fingers type it out, I find myself continuously pressing the backspace button and see it being deleted. It's not that I can't admit that I have this pain inside, but I'm afraid of what people may think of me; rejection. I hate it, I know I've experienced this already a handful of times, but it's not the best feeling in the world, and although I may come off rough a tough, I DO HAVE FEELINGS. I hear the things people say, it doesn't hurt me as much as it used to, but I'm still human.