The Perfect Love (From Atchi Micah) =]

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone- To have a deep soul relationship with one another- To be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God to a christian says, NO, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by Me alone- With having a intensely personal and unique relationship that I have planned for you You will never be united with another or anything else, exclusive of other desires or longings I want you to stop planning, stop wishing, and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing- One that you cannot imagine. I want you to to know the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things- Keep experiencing the satisfaction that I Am. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. You just wait. That's all. Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look around at the things others have gotten or what I've given them. Don't look at the things you think you want. You just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you And then when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would have dreamed of. You see, until you are ready and the one I have for you is ready (I am working even at this very moment to have the both of you ready at the same time) Until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me, and that life I have prepared for you, you wont experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with me, and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love, that I offer you with Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am God. Believe it and be satisfied.

FINALLY!

DECEMBER is finally here, and there are only 28 more days left in 2009. I Can't wait for this year to be over. I'm ready for a fresh new start and other things to look forward to. I'm done with you, 2009, you were good to me, and then disappointed me when I was at my highest peak...But that's life right? We move forward and no longer look back =] Hopefully if all goes well next year, I'll be out and about. Wishful thinking I know, but I've never once abused my vacation "rights" so I'm sure everything will go well. Its time for me to see more of the world on my own, I've never traveled anywhere with out my parents, and I think this will be good for me. I'm always craving for independence, so here it is...that AND if the Admin. allows this, and if the means are there....PNW (Canada & Seattle), PI, Midwest, & SoCal here I come!

WHY?
1. PHILIPPINES: I've never been on an international without my family. I've only been there once, last time was in 2001, and I'd really love to go to PI for a special service like Thanksgiving or HS.

2. PNW (Canada & Seattle): Brittany's there! She's lonely, so we're gonna visit her and her kawawa-ness. And there are rumors of there being cute boys who will spoil us while we were there =]

3. MIDWEST: Its where my childhood memories are, and I miss it. It's homey there, and I miss everyone. I'll try to make my rounds; Wisconsin, Chicago/Bloomingdale, Minnesota, Colorado, Texas and Kansas City...HOPEFULLY!

4. SOCAL: is always a MUST. HOME is where the heart is, and it's always been there <3

And of course there will be the usual weekend get-a-ways, which I didn't do much of this year. Its hard living SO far away from the bay area and everything and everyone else I love in NorCal.

So this was kind of pointless, but it makes my plans LEGIT, and I DON'T just talk, I'M A DO'er....SOMEONE HIRE ME...traveling is not free =/